i want to do porn. really. but i want to do smart women's and men's porn.

of course, this ain't easy to find. i have a few sources, but am curious as to what y'all have come across in your travels.

i'm not interested in movies unless it's masturbation--i don't want to be paid to have actual sex with someone--but could do cam, phone sex, non-sexual fetish stuff, etc.

why? well, my sexuality is so much a part of me that I don't want to put it away, hide it away, and go to a 'real' job. i've gotten to a point in my life where i'm confident enough to do it. perhaps i'll try it and hate it, but, perhaps i won't. i just know i want to try right now at this point in my life.

ideas? resources? job offers?

thanks in advance to all who respond....